Ahhhhh(:

Well..Out with the old, In with the new. I gave him so many chances. SO many. He threw them all away, spit in them like a gum wrapper. So I gave him his last chance and he hasn't texted me back. He asked if we were still talking, I was so mad. After everything he has done? REALLY?! He told me he really wanted to. I told him fine. One more chance. Then he stops texting me and tells me I need to text HIM first? No. That's not how it is going to go. His "last chance" is slowly fading. Especially because I kinda have beeb crushing on another guy..he's everything I want. He has manners, is polite, and texts me first. He is everything I want. He is perfect. He and I love the same sports teams and he is well rounded. I don't think he could or would ever hurt me. He and I are hanging out! He even asked to. I am sooo excited. I haven't felt like this in forever. It's simply perfect.(: I'll update you all along the way!

Stand By Me.

"When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we see
No I won't be afraid
No I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darling, darling stand by me
Oh, now, now, stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me."

This song is what every girl wants. Someone to stand by her and comfort her. Every girl wants it and when they get it, it's not enough. It's crazy. If you have a guy that is willing to like you just as much as you like him, don't want something more, or someone else. Be thankful for your prince charming. Every girl has a prince charming, finding him is the part that drives many girls crazy. No matter what it takes, every girl will find her prince charming and will live happily ever after. Your life may not be a storytale. But with the right friends, family and the RIGHT siginifigant other..it can be close. There will be struggles, but are there not always struggles in storytales? Beauty and the Beast..the Beast knew that he needed to find his one true love for the curse to be broken. Cinderella found her Prince Charming at the ball she wasn't even supposed to attend. Over coming these challenges aew what create the fairytale.

Love, What is Love? Baby, Don't Hurt Me, Don't Hurt Me No More. (What improper grammar!)

Love, What is love? Love can be described as putting someone before yourself. Loving someone above everything. And saying, "I don't care what other people think, you make me feel like no one else and I'm not letting anything or anyone take that away from me." Why must love hurt so much? I cannot stand it. The heartbreak it almost near unbearable. Sometimes, taking a risk for the one you love is the only way to learn more about yourself. Love can be wonderful, awful, and the best experience you can have. Love in high school can be pointless. My friends and I all have unconventional relationships, but we are all happy in them to an extent. We know that someone is there that cares and will never purposely try to hurt us. Sometimes..friends are all you need though..people must know who is worth taking a risk for. I now know that taking this risk is the most stupid thing I can do, but, it is so worth it. He may be some other boy that will break my heart. But right now. I don't care. Him always being there for me is all I need. I do not know how long this will last, but right now, even being in a petty argument with him, is all I can ask for.

Love, please don't hurt me any more.
~J~